Showing posts with label my art. Show all posts
Showing posts with label my art. Show all posts

1.15.2017

Still Life

1.15.2017
Over the holidays, my favorite lady Maddy and I got together to shoot some photos. I had the weird idea of freezing some flowers in a block of ice as an homage to winter. I decided to call the series “Still Life” because they are literally a frozen moment in the life of these flowers, and, I mean, I’m an art history nerd so I will always look for new ways to honor old concepts.

So here's the thing: I have been working on creating a new blog. It will still be Scarlett and Giselle, but I want to host it myself and have a lot more control over the design. The annoying part is that I don't really...know...how to do that. I'm not great at HTML and every time I think about learning it I somehow wander away from my computer...I don't know how it happens...I guess I didn't retain the passion I had for graphic design in my Neopets days. But anyways, I am figuring it out and hopefully will have a new site soon. I was going to save these photos for that, but I really love them and I want to share. So please enjoy and know that this is kind of the direction I want to go in! Yay! 








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12.05.2016

My Work: Seeking Spaces

12.05.2016
I shot this with my friend Annie a few weeks ago. After a very active period in October, I haven't felt like posting here. Really, I am thinking about ways I want to continue with Scarlett and Giselle, and I am thinking it is going to involve a lot less of my face. It's just that I enjoy taking photos of other people so much more than I enjoy modeling for them. I still love styling myself, getting all dressed up and feeling like a human being/goddess, but I don't feel like that is necessarily pushing me to my greatest potential. Hopefully in the new year I can evolve this space to really showcase what I can do. In the meantime, here is Annie sinking into the earth, trying to find her place like I am trying to find mine. 

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11.11.2016

Reclaiming the Serpent

11.11.2016

This is a gif I made today. I don't think it is necessarily in response to the election, but it probably has something to do with it. In general I have a fascination with women and snakes because, as I mention in this post (x), some goddesses were once associated with snakes. But after the spread of Christianity, the snake was forevermore associated with Eve and sin. I've done a few photo projects about reclaiming these ideas, and I will probably do many more. Anyways, a phrase that has been stuck in my head is "holy rage". The power that lies in our anger. The world has never been fair to women, and it certainly looks like it's not heading in a great direction after the election of a man who brags about sexual assault. But I think the best thing we can do is be angry. To fight back. Trump's election made me truly heartbroken and frightened. I was devastated that my country still hated women enough to elect an extremely under-qualified man over an extraordinarily over-qualified woman. It made me feel powerless in my womanhood. 

I have realized however, that while those feelings are certainly valid,  I needed to look beyond that. Yes, I feel crushed and sad. But there are immigrants, LGBTQ+ citizens, Muslim men and women, and people of color who feel truly threatened. I recognize that as a white cisgender woman in a straight relationship, I can't imagine the pain that so many other people in this country are feeling. I recognize that while Hillary Clinton was beaten down by misogyny, Donald Trump had risen to power on a platform of racism. The majority of white female voters in this country voted for him, showing me that this was a election about race more than anything. As Van Jones said on CNN, this was a "white-lash" against the incredible black president we have had the honor of having in office, as well as the continually louder voices that speak out against the hate crimes committed in this country. White people are afraid that as this country becomes more diverse and more vocal, they will lose their own privilege. And as ashamed as I am to be a part of the white demographic right now, I need to understand my privilege. I need to fight back with the privilege I have, even if I don't feel directly in danger. It's imperative that we fight back with whatever power we have. As horrendous as this has been, I am so inspired by the way people around the country have been using their voices.
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10.04.2016

Muse: Half-Hanged Mary

10.04.2016
A small tribute to a woman of history. The words are from Margaret Atwood's poem "Half-Hanged Mary" about a woman whom she believed to be her ancestor. Half-Hanged Mary was executed for suspected witchcraft in Salem, but she did not die. She seems a fitting muse for the beginning of the wildest and most mysterious month. The photos are mine, taken of my friend Arianna who encourages me to be my wildest self.

This is who I am. I want this space to follow.
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9.01.2016

My Work: St. Veronica Cyanotypes

9.01.2016
While I would like to keep this blog as a space for fashion, womanhood, and writing, I would also like to show off some of my work from time to time. I am always developing my artistic style, trying to incorporate the things I learn and love into what I make. Most recently, I experimented with cyanotypes: a process which includes developing images onto UV-sensitive chemical-treated paper. I was working with the indexical here, and I saw it fit to make my first subject the patron saint of photography. 


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5.28.2016

Morgan and Ally

5.28.2016
A few weeks ago Morgan and Ally and I went out to a super secret beautiful park in LA. (It's not that secret: it's called Franklin Canyon.) Ally yelled at me for making her trudge through the forest in some sandals...which is fair...but whaterver, girl, you gotta be prepared for adventures when you're with me hehe. We didn't have much of a plan for these photos. I was kind of thinking of Cass Bird's Rewilding. I love the ease of her style so I was kind of trying to emulate that. But taking pictures felt so good. Only two more weeks and I can do it whenever I want! Graduation and creativity here I come!!!
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1.28.2016

Makers: Jonathan Reinhart

1.28.2016
I've known Jonathan Reinhart for a while now. He went to my high school and I met him through the theater company my friend performed in. It was almost shocking how good he was on stage, and at some point I worked up the courage to ask him to model for me. He actually became a fantastic collaborator on our first project, a story called Circus Freaks, and I've had the pleasure of working with him a few times since then. Since then, he has become an amazing drag performer under the fantastic name Anita Procedure. One day I was poking around his Instagram when I saw his amazing version of a drag Rococo outfit for a Rocky Horror show he attended. Jonny has always amazed me with his creativity and fearlessness, but this costume took him to a new level of #flawless. I commented on it (PROBABLY IN ALL CAPS) asking him to do an interview and photoshoot for my blog and he kindly obliged. And so, you lucky readers, here is the shining star that is Jonathan Reinhart in Marie Antoinette drag.

I first saw you on stage back in high school and I was struck by what a powerful and emotive actor you are. Can you tell me about your background in theater and how that transitioned into drag? What first drew you to drag?
Wow, thank you my dear! I grew up doing church plays as a kid, and was always very much a performer. When I was really little, my mom and older sister used to put dresses and lipstick on me. I think that laid the foundation for my future cross dressing. Haha. I continued doing local theatre, and at about 14 or 15 I found out about drag, and started dipping my toes into it. A theatre friend and I got cheap wigs from Party City, put on some makeup and my mom's clothes, and strutted around the house. 
I think what kept me interested in drag was the art of the transformation. As I got better at makeup, wigs, padding, and everything, I saw how much you can fully transform into something else. Not even necessarily just another gender, but you can become an otherworldy creature. I think drag is magic. The way people receive you, and just the way you interact with people when you're in drag. Suddenly everyone has a smile when you talk to them. You're a bearer of fun, light, and irreverence.


That's a wonderful way of putting it! So even though you are dressing as a woman, you are kind of creating your own gender and persona. I think that's why we both responded so strongly to the rococo--it's this fantasy of femininity and we kind of used it as a way to mock traditional femininity. How much of drag is about gender and sexuality for you?
That's a very loaded question... I think gender and sexuality are weaved into the fabric of what drag is. It's a blurring of genders. Biological women do drag. Straight men do drag. Transgender women do drag. For me, drag is about breaking down gender roles and just looking fabulous and wearing whatever you want. Drag isn't sexually exciting to me in the way that it is to some people, but there's definitely a sexiness in the taboo of wearing things like heels and fishnets... and I tend to (or try to) be a sexy, seductive performer.


We both grew up in a very conservative place. Can you tell me about the drag community and how it differs from the setting you grew up in? Is the community a big part of your love for drag or is it more the transformation and performance?
It's hard to speak about the drag community as a whole, because there are so many facets of it... but I think it has a lot more in common with conservative communities than you would think. In both the drag community and other communities, everyone has their own idea about what's right and what's wrong, and when you delineate from that, it can cause drama or ruffle feathers. But you have to find your own tribe. The queens that I do feel very close with are extremely supportive and nurture creativity. For some queens, the community is their whole life. I'm definitely more focused on my own performance, and my close circle of friends.


So, like anything, you just have to find your place in the community and do your own thing. Which brings me to the fun questions: what have some of your favorite performances been? What is it like for you on stage?
My favorite place to perform is in a theatrical setting. I've been heavily involved with Green Valley Theatre Company's "VerteFeé Cabaret", which is a fabulous, raunchy variety show inspired by Weimar-era German cabarets located in Sacramento. Some of my favorite numbers I've performed are "Young & Beautiful" by Lana Del Rey, and "Drop Dead Gorgeous" by April Smith and the Great Picture Show. Another favorite experience was when I played Morticia Addams in the Addams Family musical at Roseville's Tower Theater, directed by Jennifer Bortz. It was a rare opportunity that really challenged me, and I hope that in the future I can do more gender bending roles.
Getting into drag and being in drag for several hours is extremely uncomfortable. But when I get on stage, I'm focused on performing. It's always thrilling stepping out and feeling the energy of the crowd, and giving them a unique, exciting experience. 


Photography: Jenna Opsahl
Model, Makeup Artist, Drag Aficionado: Jonathan Reinhart

A huge THANK YOU to:
Margie Rudolph for the stunning hair accessories
Luna Nova for the best Marie wig we could have asked for
Christopher Cook for an amazing collection of lingerie


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1.23.2016

Santa Cruz for Garrett Leight

1.23.2016
Thanks to my homie Tiffany at Garrett Leight, I got to shoot some pictures for their online journal! I did a story for them before on Nerja in Spain which was obviously incredible. But this story was really fun because I got to wander around my old school with my besties from UCSC and revisit some of my fave places. Also I love the frames I pulled this time, check out those Amelie Pichard collab sunglasses with SPARKLES in the lenses. Insanity.
 You can see the full story here! 


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