One day a while ago I found this gold thread. I wrapped it around my head, took a picture on my iPhone, and forgot about it. Today I saw the thread again and I was like, "hey yeah I'm really bored I will take those pictures." But I think that is becoming a problem. I keep acting on these half-formed thoughts. It's like I can very vividly visualize parts of what I want to create but I don't know what the big picture is. Sometimes I get too worried that I think in sensory moments rather than in words and I won't ever know what the big picture is and I won't ever know what I want to say.
So I end up taking photos that are warm-ups to what I want later. Because I don't know what I want later. I don't know why I wanted to wrap this gold thread around my head and I don't know how to make it into something that I am proud of.